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Bodyguard For A Virgin

Chapter 117

Ch. 117 / 150 May 04, 2026

POV Owen

Miranda never presses the way people expect her to.

There are no ultimatums, no accusations, no emotional traps laid with obvious intent. She doesn’t demand explanations or apologies. She doesn’t ask why I’ve been distant or what I’m afraid of losing. She waits.

She speaks when it matters. And she leaves space where other people would crowd. That’s what makes her dangerous.

We meet in a place that feels deliberately unremarkable—a quiet bar that prides itself on discretion. Low light, heavy wood, conversations kept at a murmur. She’s already there when I arrive, seated with her back straight, fingers loosely wrapped around a glass she hasn’t touched yet.

“You look like you’ve been fighting yourself,” she says as I sit.

“I always am,” I reply.

She smiles faintly. “No. You used to enjoy it. You enjoyed winning.”

I don’t answer. The bartender comes, asks what I want. I order something I don’t need. Miranda waits until we’re alone again.

“You don’t have to justify anything to me,” she says. “I’m not here to judge.”

“That’s never been your problem,” I reply.

“No,” she agrees. “My problem was that I understood you.” The words settle between us, heavy but not hostile.

“You talk like you’re the only one who ever did,” I say.

She tilts her head slightly. “I might be. Noelle loves the man you’re trying to be. I love the man you were.”

My jaw tightens. “You love the damage.”

“I survived it,” Miranda says. “There’s a difference.”

I look at her sharply. “You think surviving me makes you special?”

“It makes me honest,” she replies. “I didn’t mistake your control for cruelty. I didn’t pretend you were gentle.”

“You’re romanticizing something that hurts people.”

“I’m refusing to sanitize it,” she says. “You broke women, Owen. Not with your hands. With clarity and attention. With the kind of honesty that stripped them bare.”

I swallow. “That disgusts me.”

“And yet,” she says softly, “it’s what I love abou you, and I want it to be back. That’s my point, my desire I tried to hide for years but am tired of ignoring it.”

I don’t contradict her. I can’t.

“You were the strongest then,” Miranda continues. “Not because you were cruel, but because you didn’t negotiate your nature. You didn’t apologize for wanting to lead, to take, to shape the people around you.”

“And what did that make you?” I ask. “The one who survived?”

She meets my gaze steadily. “The one who didn’t ask you to be less.”

“Noelle doesn’t ask that,” I say. The words land with brutal precision.

“She doesn’t know you that well as I do,” Miranda replies. “She’s never seen you without restraint.”

“That’s because restraint keeps people safe.”

“Does it?” Miranda asks. “Or does it just keep you contained?”

I lean back, exhaling slowly. “You’re trying to pull me back into something.”

“No,” she says. “I’m reminding you of what you buried. Why hide your true nature when there’s someone ready to accept it?”

“And why do you get to do that?”

“I’m the only one who walked away whole,” she answers. “I didn’t need you to be kind to feel chosen. I’m ready to accept the real you.”

The bartender clears empty glasses. The interruption feels intrusive. When we’re alone again, Miranda’s voice is lower.

“You don’t touch her the way you used to touch me,” she says.

My pulse jumps. “You don’t know how I touch my wife.”

“I know how you touch when you’re afraid of yourself,” she replies. “Carefully. Like restraint is a virtue instead of a leash. You don’t want to hurt her. So you starve yourself instead.”

I stare at the table. “You make it sound noble.”

“I make it sound inevitable,” Miranda replies. “You can’t love someone fully if you’re amputating parts of yourself to do it.”

Silence stretches between us. I feel the weight of every choice pressing down, every promise tightening around my chest.

“You think she doesn’t understand me,” I say finally. “You are wrong.”

“She understands the man you’re presenting,” Miranda says. “Not the one who wakes up when you stop pretending.”

I look at her then—really look. There’s no hunger in her expression. No triumph. Just certainty. Familiarity.

“You want me to choose you,” I say.

“Exactly. You’ve finally said it aloud! Just stop lying to yourself,” she replies. “The rest follows naturally.”

I laugh quietly. “You always did trust in inevitability.”

She smiles. “And you always hated resisting it.”

I should stand and leave. Every rational instinct I’ve built over years tells me this is the moment to walk away.

Instead, I lean forward.

The kiss isn’t violent or desperate. It’s slow, deliberate, unmistakably mutual. Her mouth meets mine like it’s been waiting, like nothing about this surprises her. My hand comes up to her jaw without thinking, thumb resting there with familiar authority.

She exhales softly against my mouth, not breaking the kiss until I do.

“That,” she says quietly, “is exactly what I want.”

I pull back, breath unsteady. “Miranda—”

“I want you to stop pretending this isn’t who you are,” she continues. “I want you with me again. Not because you owe me. I love you, and you’re my obsession. I am not afraid of admitting it!”

I stand abruptly, chair scraping softly against the floor. “This won't happen again.”

She rises more slowly, unruffled. “You don’t believe that.”

“I can’t do this,” I say. “I won’t.”

She steps closer, not touching me. “You already did.”

I leave before the familiarity can deepen, before the part of me that responded so instinctively can take another step forward.

Outside, the air is cold enough to bite. I walk without direction for several blocks, the kiss replaying in my mind—not as a mistake, but as confirmation.

Miranda didn’t take anything from me. She revealed what was already there. When I finally stop, I pull out my phone. No messages from Noelle. The silence feels earned and damning all at once.

I don’t know yet what I’ll choose.

But now it’s for sure: The man I buried isn’t gone, and he’s stopped waiting to be invited back.