[ Rain ]
After a few logical calculations, I concluded that I and Nicholas built the foundation of an undefined relationship during this trip and I pray it would lead to permanency. Currently, we're stuck in a small wooden cabin which is the top of a local restaurant. Nicholas was right when he warned me to return to our villa but I was enjoying those magical moments and we ended up dancing, drinking and singing with the others. A couple of hours later, snowfall begun and it became impossible to drive on slippery roads. So, we and other tourists had to take shelter in nearby available places.
"Rain, you're still awake?" Nicholas's voice snaps me out of my chain of thoughts and I crane my neck to glance at him who has been busy typing a very important business mail.
"Yeah, how can I miss such a beautiful sight, come join me." I gesture him to join me on the window from where I have been staring at snow covered peaks in silvery moonlight and snow flakes falling gently from the sky.
I hear the creaking of wood under his feet, few moments later, I feel his presence beside me.
"You're right. It's..it's a breathtaking sight." He says.
"I can spend my whole life here, admiring this magic of the nature, Nick." I blurt while my eyes absorb the night beauty of a mountaneous scenery.
"Did you just call me, Nick?"
I realize my mistake upon hearing his question. In the spurr of the moment, I adressed him by his nickname which I am not supposed to use as I am not one of the closest people he has around him.
"I..I...am sorry, Nick...sorry I mean Nicholas."I stammer and look down guiltily. I ruined this perfect day with my stupidity.
Instead of receiving another cold reply from him, I find him laughing, his beautiful laugh resonates in the silence.
I didn't know he has this side when he laughs or smiles without any restrictions or any mask to hide his true self.
"Your smile is contagious, Nicholas. You should laugh often." I don't know what have gotten into me but I find myself bolder tonight, may be it's the effect of the alcohol in my system.
He stops smiling and looks at me intently, those piercing eyes penetrates through every layer of my heart and soul.
"You can call me, Nick." He says and for a moment I couldn't believe on my ears. Did they mishear him?
"Huh?"
"I said you can call me Nick like my family and my friends, Rain." He responds with a smile tugged on the corner of his lips.
"Are you sure, I mean you have no problem with me calling you by your nickname?" I narrow my eyes at him for a final assurance.
"Yes, Rain, I never joke around." He turn his face to watch the moon.
Silence sprawls between us but it's not suffocating like before.
"You should capture photos of this beautiful scenery, Rain. I mean we won't get another chance to live this moment." He breaks the silence after some time.
"I already did but thanks for suggesting." I reply and turn to retire but his warm hand comes to grasp around my wrist thus preventing me to leave.
My heartbeats rocketed up on a frantic speed.
"Rain."
His voice becomes heavier as he takes my name and it resulted in a summersault inside my stomach.
"Look at me, Rain." He inches closer to me and I can feel his body heat on my back which causes my breath to become erratic.
"I said, look at me." This time, his voice holds authority and I find myself obeying to him. As soon as our eyes met, I see undeniable lust and deep desires in Nicholas's piercing eyes. His broad chest is heaving due to his deep breathing.
"I want you, Rain. My patience is running low with every moment I spend with you." He whispers in a hoarse voice causing my blood to rush to my cheeks and neck.
What the heck!
Did he say that he wants me?
"Nick..wha..what..are you saying?" I try to ask him but my answer is given by him in most shocking way.
He smashes his rough lips over mine, initially kissing me passionately to express his desires in actions. It fluttered something in my heart. It was my first kiss which my husband stole with a surprise. The man who vowed to never let me come close to him is now pressing his body impossibly close to mine and I find myself clenching my throbbing core as tightly as possible.
He begins to kiss me slowly, nibbling on my bottom lip whereas his hands circle around my hips thus pressing me against the wall beside the window. He deliberately grinds his growing bulge on my core thus igniting the fire within me. A soft moan leaves my throat as I grab his shoulders for support.
After a few moments, he leaves my lips and started trailing wet kisses on my bare neck. It was if he was studying my body as an unexplored subject. His lips stop at a certain spot and I feel his teeth sinking on my soft skin.
"Ahh! Nicholas." I wince as a painful pleasure waves through my body.
He immediately pulls away and stare at me with concern filled eyes.
"Sorry, I didn't realise. Please forgive me." He tries to apologize sincerely but I curse myself for ruining this unexpected and beautiful moment between us. He slowly inches away from me leaving my body to embrace coldness.
I was about to be marked by my husband.
"You don't need to be sorry because I am not." I say boldly and his surprised eyes again shift on me.
"Are you sure. I mean there will be no backing out if I start again, Rain. I am warning you." He leans over my tiny frame compared to his 6'1 height.
"I want us to live this moment without caring for what future stores for us." I express my desires for him without any fear or uncertainty. I need my husband to help me explore the hidden secrets in my body.
He wastes no time in smashing his lips again with mine, this time kissing me feverishly without holding himself back. His broad calloused hands wrap themselves around my waist pulling me closer than ever.
My core is on fire, I bet I am dripping down there, I keep pressing my thighs together to ease the need for a friction between their virgin folds.
He bite on my lips and I give him access to explore my mouth, his tongue begins to waltz with mine and I feel him scooping me and leading us to bed.
My body hits the soft mattress of the bed but my eyes are fixed on the definition of a sexy man sculptured by the best craftsmen in the heaven. A smile tug on the corner of his thin lips. He started removing his clothes one by one and I find myself drooling over my own husband, not able to believe that he's all mine and tonight, I'd be giving myself to him. His broad chest glistens in the dim light.
"Like what you see, Rain?" He smirks as he discards his pants and now standing only in his boxers.
"Nothing." I reply in a low voice.
He shakes his head and crouches down on the bed. His eyes trailing on my fully clothed body.
"May I?" He asks gesturing on my clothes. His gentleness touched my heart.
I silently nod my head in permission and in the next moment, I feel his lips on my feet which makes me flinch them back.
"What?" He asks in confusion.
"It tickles." I reply shyly but the fact was I felt uncomfortable when someone touches my feet, I think they're my most ugly body part.
"Really?" He comes between my thighs and levels on my face.
"Yes."
"Then how am I supposed to worship your untouched beauty, Rain?" He nuzzles his nose on my temple while his hands working on the bottons of my shirt.
I shudder as the cold air hit my bare body as soon as he removes it.
"Relax baby." He rubs his palms on my forearm to provide me some warmth, I immediately calm down under his touch. His face descend down between the valley of my breasts. His soft breathing awaken something within me. Nicholas cups my breasts between his palms and gives them a light squeeze causing another moan to escape my mouth.
I am beginning to doubt I'll be ever able to control my feelings for him which are multiplying by each passing day and I am sure, after tonight, I'd fail to tame them anymore but the last thing I want is to scare him by telling him that I am in love with him.
May be tonight, he only wants me to satisfy his humanly needs which I think is right on his part as I feel drawn to him as well. I am receiving it willingly and giving it back but it's much more than just sex for me.
To be continued...