Jesse couldn't think.
Hell, screw thinking, she could barely even breathe!
Sensation after sensation atop one another in a tight pleasurable knot in her stomach. The knot continued to tighten and pull every time Devon wrapped his tongue around her clit a tugged roughly at it. Or whenever he thrust his tongue inside of her, sucking hard as if to get every drop of the cream she could literally feel gushing from her.
Over the sounds of her moans and his growls, Jesse could hear something that was slightly out of place with what was happening to her. It took her a moment to figure out that it came from Devon.
Pleasuring himself.
While pleasuring her.
The thought turned her on even more than she would've thought possible.Making her undulate against his face even more frantically, earning herself an appreciative sound from Devon who matched her faster pace.
Thoughts of how they must look went through her mind. She desperately wanted to do what he was doing. She wanted to hold his thick, hard, pulsing length in her hand and bring him the same pleasure he was giving her.
Unable to resist anymore, Jesse pushed herself up onto her elbows and forced her eyes open. Only to find Jax’s inches from her own.
Before she could even gasp in surprise, he had his lips over hers. Effectively cutting off whatever sound she would've made by thrusting his tongue against hers. He wrapped his one hand around her upper body to tangle his hand in her long hair, using it to turn her face more fully towards him. His other arm slid in under her back to keep her up when her arms started to give way.
Jesse moaned as Jax possessively started to attack her mouth, meeting him thrust for thrust with her own. Somewhere at the back of her mind, there was a voice that kept telling her to stop and walk away before she could make a complete fool of herself. To get away before they could figure out how pathetic and boring she really was.
But she couldn't.
She wanted everything they silently offered her.
Devon nipped lightly at her clit, making Jesse's back to bow as the pleasure/pain brought her orgasm surging violently closer to the surface. She moaned into Jax’s mouth as Devon roughly laved his tongue over the still-stinging bundle of nerves.
"That's it, baby. Tell me how much you like it." Jax whispered into her ear, causing her to move wildly between them as the vibration of his voice to travel all the way down her spine to where Devon’s fingers had replaced his mouth.Scissoring them to double the pleasure, which quickly tripled as Jax took on of her nipples into his mouth.
"God, Jax, she tastes so fucking good." Devon told his brother, his lips pressed against her lower stomach.
Jax growled something but Jesse couldn't make out what he said over the roaring in her ears. She was ready to explode.
It was right there, just out of reach.
She sobbed loudly as the sensations started to become too much for her to handle.
"Shh, just let it go." Jax whispered as she whimpered once again but Devon had other ideas.
"Come!" He demanded as he thrust his fingers inside her once more and twisted them. Just like that her orgasm burst upon her,
Finally! She thought to herself as she was dragged away by the waves of pleasure coursing through her tiny body, almost jerking out of their hold as her body withered in ecstasy it had never before experienced.
Distantly she was aware of a female voice she had never before heard call out something and one of the brothers swear softly before dropping a kiss on he forehead and rising up. The other brother gathered her trembling body into his. Swallowing her cries with a kiss as he ran a gentle, soothing hand from under her breast to her hip.
After the last wave of her orgasm drifted away and Jesse slowly started to breathe again, the enormity of what she had done hit her like an ice-cold bucket of water in the face.
She stiffened and opened her eyes to find Devon slowly raising his head from hers.
Oh God, what have I done? Jesse asked herself as she gazed up at his eyes which were burning with suppressed lust and something else. Something that made something in her heart tug and slightly softens.
"Jesse-" Devon started but she didn't want to hear what he wanted to say. She had heard more than enough of what she lacked and what she should do to better her performance from Luke. So she sprung out of his embrace, stumbling onto the bench she had occupied minutes before when her legs proved to weak to hold her up.
She refused to look him in the eye, afraid that her fears would show through her own. So she occupied herself by adjusting her clothes to their proper place, fumbling with a few buttons since her hands were shaking so badly.
How could she have been so damned stupid! Jesse thought angrily at herself. She should have had more control over herself.
"Jesse." Devon whispered her name softly but she still refused to look at him.
It was all his fault anyways. His and Jax’s. If they hadn't been so damned irresistible, so sexy, she could've kept her distance. Even if their eyes promised her everything she's ever craved and their very presence caused butterflies to erupt in her stomach and made her drool just a tiny bit.
She could've done it, she told herself firmly even as the tiny voice at the back of her head scoffed at her.
"Jesse, look at me." Devon demanded gently and Jesse felt herself tense up, not knowing how to handle this new form of attack.
"Please." He added in a whisper, lightly touching her face. All of Jesse's defenses crumbled into nothingness.
Devon felt his heart break as Jesse lifted her eyes to his. Traces of her earlier passion was fading under uncertainty, fear, disgust and hopelessness. All of which were blurred together under the sheen of tears she was desperately trying to blink away.
Fuck, this woman was tearing him up.
All he wanted was for her to be happy. He wanted to chase away that dullness that always seemed to haunt her brown eyes. He wanted her to really, genuinely smile and laugh, two things he has never seen her do in the two long years she's worked for him. He wanted to give her pleasure she's never before felt.
He wanted to give her everything.
But she kept on fighting him and has been fighting him ever since she had started working for him. Resisting his every move when he tried to get under her defenses. To take care of her like she took care of him, even if it was just in the smallest way possible.
It was one of the reasons she was most probably the best-paid secretary in the whole country.
He didn't want her to want for anything.
Lightly wiping her trembling lips with his thumb, Devon leaned in and softly kissed her. Keeping the contact light as he waited for her to really. Only when her body slumped against his, her soft sigh brushing against his mouth, did he pull away. Looking down at her slightly upturned face, Devon drank in every single detail.
"Change into the shorts. We'll go to the beach when you're done." He told her and rose to his feet. Conscious of Jesse's eyes on his back as he stepped out the cubical.
He caught Jax’s eye as he walked into the main area of the boutique and motioned him with a tilt of his head to follow him outside.
Jax carefully extracted himself from the sales lady who had managed to almost completely wrap herself around Jax when he had stepped in front of as she had headed towards the cubical that they had occupied. Distracting her enough so that his brother could get Jesse out there without her getting too embarrassed.
With another polite nod her way, Jax almost ran to join his brother.
However, neither of them said anything since there wasn't any words that could describe the feeling that they were already conveying to each other over their twin bond.
All of them centered around the tiny, scared woman they both wanted. A woman that one of them loved with their entire being and that the other one was slowly starting to feel the same way. Though he was more cautious. Scared that they would end up getting more hurt than they already had in the past.
The challenge that both of them realized that they faced was getting Jesse to accept them and their love.
Jax grinned over to his brother who looked back at him, determination making his eyes shine even brighter than before. Both of them loved the thrill and excitement of a good challenge. Especially when there was so much at stake.
Jesse's eyebrows shot upwards when she steeped outside behind the brothers only to have them swing indentiacally burning blue eyes her way. Something dangerous shone in their depths and Jesse shivered inwardly.
That look defiantly did not bode well for her.