The kiss was intoxicating; there was no end to Jax’s desperate need for more; he wanted her more than he could ever fathom. It felt like Every control he had snapped when he heard her soft voice pleading to be touched; he knew he couldn’t fight it any longer.
His hand combed through her gold locks, a firm grip causing a moan from her lips. She shuddered in desire from his touch; she felt his hand trace down her naked thighs, and a whimper escaped her lips from his touch.
His hands pushed firmly on her tiny back, trailing into her shirt, touching the small expanse of her back and finding that sensitive spot on her skin that had Lorraine arching until her back pressed against the bed, leaving her a whimpering mess.
She pushed Jax closer, feeling his other hand trail to her aching sex. She watched him, unblinking from his gaze, their breaths mingled and gaze locked with one another. “I'm going to put a finger in, okay, sweetheart?” He muttered with a kiss pressed to her button nose and cheek.
For a moment, he saw the apprehension and nerves in her gaze before it disappeared with a firm kiss on her lips. “I want you to touch me; I want this, please, Jax,” she muttered, her eyes gleaming with want for the beta. And he obliged.
She parted her legs open until his gaze was met with aching wet sex and that sweet, heady jasmine scent, moons. Was she wearing nothing earlier, like this downstairs? His eyes darkened and lips dried at the thought of laying her down on the island table and eating her out.
And now he wanted to show and give her the pleasure she had never experienced before; his hands dipped into her tight entrance, causing a tethered breath to leave Lorraine’s lips; each stroke caused a shuddering moan from her lips; she wanted more.
”Ngh..please, Jax, I want…ngh!” Lorraine whimpered as another finger dipped into her wet entrance, pushing deeper until she felt her walls clench around his fingers, his lips stretched into a sensual smirk, ready to unleash himself on her.
“Fuck… Just look how tight you are for me, darling; I'm going to make you cum so hard,” he muttered, spreading her legs wider. Lorraine shuddered when she felt his heated breath on her skin, lapping at her inner thighs. She bit her lips to stop her moan.
”Don’t do that,” he warned with a bite to her thigh. “I want to hear your voice; I want to hear you moan and cry for me,” and Lorraine instantly obliged, letting go of her lower lips with a groan. “Perfect,” he muttered before he bent back down and unleashed himself.
His hot tongue lapped at her wet entrance, causing Lorraine to grip the sheets harder until her palms whitened. Jax lapped at her sex like a mad, curved man, wanting nothing more but to taste that jasmine scent and hungrily searching for her release.
”Enough, please-I want you in me; I don’t want to cum like this; this feels too good; it always hurt before, so why?” she muttered, her eyes beady with tears, and it hurt Jax for him to understand that sex with her had always been painful and that monster Kyren must have done that to her.
Jax couldn’t help himself as he reached forward, taking her lips and kissing them. He felt her tongue testing the waters to see if it was alright touching him like this. Jax pushed her closer. “Open your mouth, darling. I want you to see how sweet you taste,” he muttered with every moan on her lips.
Jax then reached his hand downwards, sliding down her wet entrance, making sure she felt her dripping wet sex before he lined his cock to her hole, pushing into her body.
Lorraine's eyes widened, her breath hitched from the heavy feel of Jax’s cock that pushed into her, and her whimpers turned into cries of pleasure. Jax watched her face, mapping every emotion and crying from her lips before the beta stopped in, taking her lips into a kiss.
Lorraine whined in pleasure when she felt his thrust push harder; she grabbed only his shoulders. “Fuck, fuck, you feel so good, so perfect, and tight for me,” he muttered, kissing between her bust.
He felt her well aching and clamping down on his cock; he saw it as a sign to increase his thrust, which he did, leaving his omega a whimpering, wet mess.
“Oh, ngh—Jax! Agh,” she cried out. Lorraine had never felt so much pleasure like this; she held onto his shoulders for dear life as he pummeled his length into her, and Lorraine accepted it all; the pain and the pleasure made her head spin.
She felt a painful thrust to her core and felt the pleasure rise. “Jax, wait, I feel something—ngh,” she cried out. Before Lorraine knew it, she had climaxed, squirting her release all over Jax's cock. It was such an intense feeling she’d never had before.
Jax felt his cock twitch; he was ready to cum; he pushed himself out of her, spurting out his seed on her stomach, a scene she watched in awe; she took time to admire the beta's body; a blush spread to her cheeks when she peered up at the heavy member soaked in her slick.
She felt sated from her release, yet so drowsy, she watched Jax get off the bed, heading towards the bathroom to get a clean, warm rag; she was far too heavy and tired to keep awake.
Jax came back to the room, cleaning her up. His wolf still yearned to be close, so he didn’t fight his instincts this time, climbing into the bed and covering them both. He wrapped his arms around her as they both fell asleep.
The shuffle of the bedsheet woke Jax up a few hours later, leaving the beta momentarily confused. When he opened his eyes to feel the spot beside him was empty, he pushed out of bed to see Lorraine nervously sitting by the foot of the bed.
”Why are you so far away?” He croaked out.
Lorraine couldn’t stop the nervous bite to her lips as she swallowed a breath before she looked up at him, her eyes uncertain. “Did you, um.. did you like it last night? Did I do good?” She questioned, and Jax felt his heart ache, knowing this was what Lorraine was taught back in Kyren’s pack—for her to think sex was nothing more than to pleasure the male, a bargain to fill the need of one person—he couldn’t let her think like that, couldn’t let this go on.
”No, Lorraine, listen,” he called, reaching to touch her hand, but the omega had shriveled back, her eyes filled with disappointment and all her courage gone. Jax knew he’d made a big mistake. “No, Lorraine, that's not what I meant—”
"No, save it... I don’t want to hear it; please leave,” she muttered, racing to the bathroom and locking the door before Jax could say anything else. She turned on the shower to drown out her tears before her legs wobbled, and she slid down the door to the floor and let her tears fall.
“Lorraine, that isn’t what I meant; I want to show you how I truly feel.”
"Jax..please,” she begged the beta again. There was a beat of silence before she heard the bedroom door close, and then she let out a heartbreaking cry.
”Who would want you when you are Kyren’s broken toy?” She asked herself, tears blurring her vision; she felt like she wasn’t worth his love or affection. And took his words wrongly,
only if she knew that Jax was already irrevocably in love with her.