As soon as she thought of that man, Lita's heart could no longer remain calm.
She would never forget: Five years ago, when Alex saw the dead body in the glass vessel, how panic, sad, and angry he was! His whole body was shaking!
Even today, Lita couldn't help but think: If I didn't continue my acting at that time, but told him that the little darling in her belly was still there, what kind of ending would it be?
One thing that Lita was quite clear about: If she had cheated Yen, Yen would definitely fly into a rage out of humiliation!
Even though Alex was intent on supporting her, he was seriously injured to the point where he couldn't even move. How could he stop Yen from trying all means to harm the child in her womb? Not to mention the fact that her foster father had also been backing Yen up at that time!
But who knew? It wasn't easy for her to escape Yen's control, but she was caught by the river bank again!
Vaguely, he still remembered what she said to him at the river station: He suddenly thought of a more interesting trick in the days when they were on the sea! He also said that she would be very interested in it!
What was the more interesting way to play in the river bank?
"Wouldn't it be..."
Lita didn't dare to think about it!
With her heart in a state of chaos, Lita couldn't calm down at all and read a book. She took out the pieces of paper that were pressed at the lowest level in the bookcase again.
In the last few years, Lita had drawn many rough drawings.
Most of the records were about his son's growth process. Although there was also a high-tech video camera, Lita always felt that she had painted her son's growth on paper, which could also express her mother's love for her son.
Alright, that's a little bit more noble!
In fact, Lita was so idle that she was in a panic. On one hand, she was worried about her son who was taken away by the river bank. On the other hand, she was really free and relaxed.
The falling snow that found it difficult to calm down took out a special piece of paper the painting. from
It seemed that the painting was his son Lin, a large-scale illegal one. In fact, Lita knew in her heart that the man she drew was Alex!
At this moment, she realized the state of mind where the unfinished portrait of Alex's mother was left to his son.
The current Lita seemed to be the same as the feudatories at that time, and she didn't dare to draw Alex too well.
He remembered that once, Lita had drawn a complete seal. Perhaps because she was too focused, Lita didn't notice her son Lin, who had been standing behind her for a long time.
"Mommy, who's this man who looks like me?"
The little fellow asked seriously.
Lita was stunned. For a moment, she didn't know how to respond to her son, Lin. If she were to tell the little fellow that this man who looked like him was his own father, would the little fellow be able to accept it?
Besides, she and her son were still the " prisoner" of Henry! How could she explain to her son why her own father did not stay with them, but with their own foster father, Hemystery!
Lita didn't know how much her son understood the appellation of "son-in-law", but she really didn't want her son to know his father's grievances in his pure childhood too early.
"Mom drew semantic after she grew up!"
In the end, Lita still chose to conceal the truth from her son, Lin. "But I didn't draw well. Mom, I'll draw another one."
Lita rubbed Alex, who had finished painting, into a ball, and then threw him into the trash can.
At that time, the little fellow just looked at the trash can in a daze and didn't ask anything. It seemed that he didn't want to expose Lita, who didn't want to tell him the truth.
Thus, ever since then, Lita no longer dared to draw a complete man. She only used a few simple strokes to draw the man.
Or, on some of the paintings, only the man's eyes were drawn in detail; on some of the paintings, the man's nose or mouth was drawn in detail... and the seductive lips that were always evilly raised in front of her from time to time!
Lita's heart was once again in a mess.
It had almost been five years, and the child she gave birth to was five years old, but she had not heard anything from that man.
Sometimes, Lita would just foolishly stand in front of the window and look at the winding mountain road that led to the outside world.
She hoped that one day, her husband, her child's father, would be able to step on the colorful clouds to save the mother and son, just like the lover of Fairy. Or, like the prince passing through the castle, rescue the trapped her and the child.
Unfortunately, although the snow had been waiting for almost five years in front of the window, Alex was still not there.
Perhaps the man hated her. He hated her for killing his child! Not to mention looking for her, he might hate her to the bone deep in his heart.
Slowly, Lita no longer had extravagant hopes. She let time dilute the hope in her heart.
Maybe that man had already fallen in love with the girl he liked!
Lita thought of Ethan.
After five years, he should have finished the skin-penetrating surgery long ago, and he should be able to stand up from the wheelchair. Now that the medical field was so developed, not to mention a small cosmetic surgery, as long as there was enough money, even if the plastic surgery became Avatar, it was very likely.
For some reason, Lita was caught in a strange thought circle.
If Alex's face turned blue, what would Ethan, who had been in love with him, do?
"I can't let Ethan look at his beloved woman like a couple with his brother every day, can 1?"
If that was the case, it would be too cruel for Ethan!
Lita let out a long sigh: I'm already trapped in a dilemma, and I can't even protect myself. How is it that I'm thinking about other people's lives?
Besides, Henry had brought their mother and son and all the adopted sons back to Payt Castle. So Lisbon should have become the world of Yan, Alex and Gavin. In other words, Alex must have had a good time!
Therefore, why would Alex waste his time and money to look for a vicious woman who had destroyed his flesh and blood! He couldn't even think about it!
Once again, Lita deeply understood what it meant to have her heart in a state of turmoil!
She took out the paper again and drew the image of the man who had been hidden in her mind for five years.
It was more than five years! Perhaps when she married into the Selmy Family, the man's actions, be it a gentleman or a charm, had already been imprinted in her heart.
Lita thought that time would weaken her longing for that man.
However, he did not think that such thoughts would not fade away. Instead, they would become more intense and clear with the passage of time.
The man lingered in her mind. In her dreams,the time spent in her life was getting longer and longer, and it was getting more frequent.
Lita, how coy are you? Why are you still thinking about him to this day?
Did you ever think that the man might have married and had children long ago? He might live a happy and happy life!
Even so, Lita still couldn't get rid of him.
The reason why there were memories in life was not because he suddenly remembered it, but because he couldn't forget it!