At this moment, the world falling into the snow was silent.
There were only two pieces of test-pregnancy products in front of her. Without exception, there were also two red bar-like test-pregnant items.
Lita sat numbly on the floor of the bathroom, staring dumbly at the three pregnancy test items. It was as if at this moment, her thoughts had been separated from her, and her entire being was like a lifeless puppet.
"I'm indeed pregnant, and it's not my husband's child that I'm pregnant with, but Alex. I only have Alex. If this child isn't his, then who else can it belong to?"
Lita did not know how she should accept this fact. Perhaps it was not because she was sad, but because she panicked and panicked. She was still young, only 23 years old. She should still be at the age of being cared for by her parents. She did not have the ability to settle this matter independently.
"What should I do? Kill this child?" Just as this thought came to her mind, Lita's heart ached. She thought that she had lived under someone else's roof since she could remember. She thought of those poor cowards who had been abandoned in the welfare home... What was wrong with them? But they were abandoned in the welfare home by the adults with all kinds of excuses!
"If I don't abort the baby, what else can I do? Am I going to give birth to it?"
"My husband is Ethan, but he is pregnant with a promising child! If I give birth to this child, won't Ethan be cuckolded? It's pitiful for him to be burned and disabled, but now he has to suffer from his wife's disloyalty to him?"
Deep self-blame and guilt welled up in her heart, and Lita felt very uncomfortable. Out of morality, she knew that she should not have given birth to this child, but she really could not bear to kill this innocent little life.
Lita held her knees tightly and hid her flat belly in her arms. She couldn't help thinking again: If Alex knew that he was pregnant with his child, what would he look like? Or what kind of measures would he take?
Thinking that the man pretended to be his brother Ethan to deceive her and test her, Lita's heart became cold and turned into a desert.
He had always been a money-bound man in Alex's mind. He wanted to covet the family's property and the bad woman who had an evil plan against the Selmy Family! If he knew that he was pregnant with his child, he would definitely be sure: He wanted to use the child in his belly to threaten Alex's family, threaten Alex, and get a share of the family's property.
That man looked down upon her from the bottom of his heart! Thinking about it, was there any normal woman who would be willing to marry an unrecognizable person? If it was not for money, what else could it be for? Was it a ridiculous love?
Lita smiled bitterly and self-deprecatingly, "I don't need him to think highly of me. Of course, I won't tell him that I'm pregnant! I don't want him to think about those despicable things!"
He could insult her personality and bully her self-esteem, but he couldn't think that her child was equally dirty! Her child was and holy. He couldn't even violate the sanctity, let alone be handsome!
But... but did she really have to give birth to this child? Did she really have the ability to give birth to this child?
Lita spread out her palm and covered her belly as she silently felt the nurturing of a little life: How blind do you have to be to follow this incompetent mother of mine! Even a normal home can't be given to you!
It was not until the cleaner cleaner cleaner cleaned the house that Lita threw away the test equipment and walked out of the bathroom of this coffee shop.
Lita didn't dare to go to the big hospital in the center of the city. Instead, she took a car for more than two hours and went to a remote small hospital in the north of the city for an examination. The test sheet showed that the fetus was almost seven weeks old.
Holding the test sheet, Lita's heart was full of mixed emotions. She didn't know if she should be happy or sad.
The birth of a new life should have been a wonderful thing, but Lita couldn't be happy. She didn't dare to tell anyone, even including the child's biological rather. If that man knew that she was pregnant with his child, how could he ridicule her?
With Alex's violent temper, he might just kill her in the hospital the next second. Lita believed that the cold and ruthless him would be able to do it. In that man's eyes, she had always been despicable and could be treated as she pleased.
She held the test sheet tightly. Snow was drifting about aimlessly in the city's noisy veins. She didn't know where the crowd was going to bring her. It was just that the machine was following the flow of the waves.
"Should I go back to my home?" Lita pursed her lips in bitterness. "What kind of identity do I have to go back to my home? As the wife of Alex? Or as the mother of Finn?"
Lita suddenly felt that she was ridiculous! Alex's child's mother? From the moment she married into the Selmy Family, had that man ever looked straight at her, Lita? Aside from mocking and mocking her, there was one thing left for him to do- lechering her!
She never respected him as her sister-in-law, and she even pretended to be his brother to deceive his feelings! Perhaps in the eyes of Alex, Lita was unworthy of anything, especially the status of Mrs. Selmy!
Since he didn't think Lita was qualified, why didn't he stop his eldest brother from marrying her back to the Selmy Family? Or did he think it would be more enjoyable and more satisfying to play a trick after marrying her? What a abnormal man!
After sitting back and forth for more than four hours, Lita was so hungry that her chest was close to her back.
Before a sure-fire winning guest, Lita stopped. On the large sales company outside the door, there was a presentation of Provence's style roast chicken bikinis. Lita couldn't help but swallow her saliva.
She obviously wanted to eat it, but hesitated. Was she going to use the pocket money given by Harry to eat this pizza?
Why would Harold give her tuition fees and pocket money? Because she was the wife of Ethan. Then how could he spend this money in his name? Was she an unfaithful woman who betrayed her husband?
She couldn't care less! Lita felt that she was so hungry that she could eat a cow! Anyway, the child in her belly wasn't brought to the Bishop family by her. No matter how she didn't follow the rules of womenfolk, he was still the heir of her family!
Snow rushed into the guest IC, ordering nine inches of Provence style roast chicken Bisan, as well as a portion and honey snow pear water. Lita unexpectedly ate them all.
In order to express her apology to Eva, Lita ordered a small-sized seafood pizza and took it back to her.
As soon as she sat on Dess, Lita felt her stomach turn violently. She felt as if she was going to puke!
She patted her chest in a hurry and touched her belly with one hand, silently whispering, "My dear baby, let's stop playing, okay? It's a waste of more than a hundred yen to spit it out! I have to be a hard-working and frugal good child!"