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My Lovely Headmaster

Chapter 42

Ch. 42 / 100 Nov 27, 2025

The drive back to Blackwood is silent except for Devon's quiet questions that we can't answer. How much of Mom's life is real? Are all her memories fake? Is Grandma Helen really her mom? Each question cuts deeper than the last.

Leo drops us at our quarters and disappears with Eduardo, promising to "verify everything that psychotic twin said." But I can see in his eyes he believes it. It explains too much—my missing memories, the gaps in my history that never quite made sense, the way certain things have always felt just slightly wrong, like a picture hung crooked.

Vlad hasn't spoken since we left my mother's house. He sits on our bed—our marriage bed, where we should be celebrating—staring at his hands like they're covered in blood.

"Your grandfather killed my father," I say finally.

"And mine destroyed your mind to cover it up." His voice is hollow. "Everything I am, everything my family has, is built on your family's destruction."

"That's not—"

"Isn't it?" He looks up, and his eyes are wild with self-loathing. "That night at the party, I took advantage of a traumatized woman whose memory my family had already violated—"

"You didn't know—"

"Does that matter? Ignorance doesn't erase the crime." He stands, pacing. "Every moment between us is tainted. Our son was conceived in a house built with blood money from your father's murder."

"Stop." But he's spiraling, the way he does when the guilt becomes too much.

A knock interrupts. Dr. Winters enters—Leo must have called her. It's past midnight, but she's here, because apparently this family's psychological emergencies don't follow business hours.

"Leo filled me in," she says simply. "We need to talk about recovered memories and what this means for your psychological state."

"My psychological state?" I laugh, and it sounds hysterical even to me. "I've just learned my entire life is a lie. That my memories were edited like a manuscript, whole chapters deleted and rewritten. What psychological state should I be in?"

"An understandable one," she says calmly. "But Jasmine, if what your sister claims is true—and the documents do appear authentic—then we need to be very careful about how we proceed. Forced memory recovery can be as traumatic as the original events."

"So what do I do? Live with fake memories? Never know what really happened?"

"We go slowly. Carefully. Some memories may return naturally now that you know the truth. Others..." She pauses. "Others might be better left buried."

"Like the murder?"

"Especially the murder. You were six years old. Your mind protected you the only way it could—by forgetting. The fact that Theodore's doctors corrupted that natural process is horrific, but trying to undo twenty years of psychological scaffolding all at once could be catastrophic."

Vlad makes a sound like he's been punched. "This is my family's fault. My legacy. How can you even stand to look at me?"

"Because you're not Theodore. You're not your grandfather." I reach for him, but he pulls away.

"Devon needs to know," he says suddenly. "He deserves the truth about his heritage."

"He's seven years old—"

"And brilliant. And he'll figure it out anyway. Better he hears it from us."

Dr. Winters nods slowly. "Children can handle more truth than we think, if it's presented appropriately."

So at one in the morning, we wake our son to destroy his world too.

Devon listens with that eerie composure he's developed, processing information like the tiny computer Leo jokes he is. When we finish, he's quiet for a long moment.

"So Mom's dad was murdered by Dad's grandfather. Mom's memories were changed by Dad's father. And Mom's sister wants revenge on Dad's family." He summarizes it with devastating simplicity. "That's very Greek tragedy."

"That's one way to put it," Leo says from the doorway—when did he return?

"What did you find?" Vlad asks.

Leo enters, followed by someone I don't recognize—a distinguished older man with silver hair and kind eyes that seem familiar somehow.

"This is Adrian Delmark," Leo announces. "Dr. Richard Delmark's father. Former Senator. And, more relevantly, the prosecutor who put Henry Dickenson in prison twenty years ago."

Adrian Delmark. The name triggers something, a flutter of almost-memory, like a word on the tip of your tongue.

"Hello, Jasmine," Adrian says gently. "You probably don't remember me. You were very young when you testified."

"I testified?"

"By video link. You were too traumatized to appear in court, but your testimony convicted Henry Dickenson." He sits carefully, like he's afraid of spooking me. "I've been looking for you for twenty years."

"Why?"

"Because I knew what Theodore did to you afterward. The memory modification, the cover-up. But you disappeared so thoroughly I couldn't find you to help."

"You knew?" Vlad's voice is sharp. "You knew what my family did and you did nothing?"

"I tried. But Theodore had judges, police, doctors all paid off. And without Jasmine, I had no proof. Your father was very thorough."

"My father is a monster," Vlad says flatly.

"Yes," Adrian agrees simply. "He is. Which is why I'm here. Your brother called me when he discovered the Willowbrook connection. I have something you need to see."

He pulls out a file, aged and official-looking. "The original police report. Before Theodore had it altered." He hands it to me with careful reverence. "Your real statement. What you actually saw that night."

I open it with shaking hands. A child's drawing falls out—two stick figures holding hands, labeled "Me and Julia" in crayon. Below it, another drawing—stick figures again, but one lying down with red crayon spreading from it. "The bad man hurt Daddy."

"You drew what you couldn't say," Adrian explains gently. "You and Julia were hiding on the stairs. You saw Henry Dickenson shoot your father when he refused to sign over his share of the business. Julia ran for help. You froze, in shock. Henry saw you there."

"What did he do?" My voice is barely a whisper.

"Nothing. He left you there, called Theodore to clean up. By the time police arrived—my team—you were catatonic. Julia was hysterical. Your mother was sedated." His voice hardens. "And Theodore Dickenson had already begun making arrangements."

"The memory modification started that night?"

"Within hours. They took you directly from the crime scene to Willowbrook. Claimed it was for your own good, that the trauma required immediate intervention." Adrian's face twists with old anger. "I tried to stop them, but a judge—one of Theodore's—signed the order."

"And Julia?"

"Was supposed to be insurance. If you ever remembered, they'd have her as leverage. But she was stronger than they expected. Escaped. Disappeared. They told your mother she died to prevent her from looking."

"All this time," Helen whispers from the doorway—when did she arrive? Leo must have brought her. "All this time, both my babies were alive and I didn't know."

"Theodore's very good at making people disappear," Adrian says. "But not good enough. Julia's been building her case for years. She contacted me six months ago, when she found you."

"Six months ago?" I stare at him. "She's known where I was for six months?"

"She wanted to be sure. To gather all the evidence. To protect you in case..." He hesitates.

"In case what?"

"In case Theodore tried to have you modified again. Or eliminated."

The room goes cold. "He's done it before, hasn't he? Had people eliminated?"

Adrian's silence is answer enough.

"Clara," Vlad breathes. "My fiancée who died. The car accident that never made sense."

"I can't prove anything," Adrian says carefully. "But the timing was suspicious. Right after she started asking questions about the family finances. About old payments to Willowbrook."

"Theodore killed her?"

"Theodore protects the family secrets. At any cost."

Devon, who's been silent through all this, suddenly speaks: "Is that why he wants me? To modify my memories too? To make me forget Mom and become a proper Dickenson?"

The adults exchange glances over his head, but I won't lie to my son. "Maybe. Probably."

"Well, that's not happening." Devon's jaw sets in that stubborn way that's pure Vlad. "I know who I am. I know who my parents are. Real memories or fake, you're still my mom. And Dad's still my dad. And Uncle Leo's still annoying."

"Hey!" Leo protests, but there's relief in his eyes.

"The question," Adrian says, "is what we do now. Julia wants to go public. Expose everything. Bring down Theodore and everyone involved in the cover-up."

"Including my family," Vlad says quietly. "Including Blackwood. Everything we've built."

"Everything you built on our father's blood," I remind him, and immediately regret it when he flinches.

"Yes," he agrees. "Which is why maybe it should fall."