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Mate Me in Moonlight

Chapter 87

Ch. 87 / 150 May 06, 2026

POV: Adeline

Day ten, and the pack was shattering.

It started with whispers. Wolves talking in corners, falling silent when leaders approached. Then the first desertion—a young couple with a pup, slipping through a gap in the siege line under cover of darkness. They made it, we heard later. Ironclaw let them go.

That was the cruelest part. Ronan was allowing some wolves to flee. Demonstrating that escape was possible—for those willing to abandon their pack.

By midday, three more had run. By evening, seven more.

The panic spread like fire through dry grass.

"We're going to die here," I heard a wolf mutter near the water station. "There's no point. Better to run and live than stay and burn."

"The siege will break eventually. They can't maintain this forever—"

"Can't they? Ironclaw has thousands. They can rotate. We can't."

"What about the allied packs? The messages we sent?"

"Haven't come. Probably never will. We're on our own."

"Then we should run. While we still can."

The conversation died when they noticed me listening. But the damage was done—I could see the thought taking root in other minds, other hearts. The belief that running was the smart choice. That staying was suicide.

I found Aiden in the packhouse, staring at the casualty reports with hollow eyes.

"Another twelve are talking about leaving," he said without looking up. "I can feel it through the pack bonds. The despair. The readiness to give up."

"What do we do?"

"I don't know." The admission cost him. "I've never—this has never happened before. Not like this."

"They need a reason to stay."

"They need hope. And I'm running out of hope to give them."

I looked at the wolves milling through the clearing—the fear on their faces, the resignation in their shoulders. These were wolves who had fought for their pack, bled for their pack. Now they were considering walking away.

Because they believed there was nothing left to fight for.

"Call a gathering," I said.

Aiden looked at me.

"Call everyone to the clearing. Every wolf who can stand. I want to speak to them."

"Adeline—"

"Trust me." I met his eyes. "Please."

Something in my expression must have convinced him. He nodded and sent the call through the pack bonds.

Twenty minutes later, every able-bodied wolf in Willow Ridge stood in the clearing before the packhouse steps. Some looked curious. Most looked defeated. A few—the ones already planning to run—looked ready to bolt the moment the gathering ended.

I climbed the steps alone.

For a long moment, I just looked at them. At the faces I had learned over weeks of shared meals and battles. At the pack that had taken in a cursed survivor and given her a home.

"I know what you're thinking," I said. My voice carried across the clearing, steady despite the fear coiled in my chest. "I can see it in your eyes. You're wondering if running is the smarter choice. Wondering if staying here is just waiting to die."

Murmurs rippled through the crowd. I let them settle.

"Some of you have already left. Slipped through the siege line to... wherever. Ironclaw let them go. On purpose. Because Ronan wants you to know that escape is possible. He wants you to run."

"Then why shouldn't we?" someone called out. "Why shouldn't we take the chance while we can?"

"You can." I spread my hands. "I won't stop you. No one will. If you want to run, run. I won't blame you. I won't hate you. I understand the fear."

Confusion now. They had expected demands for loyalty, commands to stay.

"But here's what I need you to know before you decide." I took a breath. "I've run before. After Ash Hollow burned, I ran for months. From pack to pack, territory to territory, always staying ahead of the memories, never letting myself stop long enough to feel anything."

My voice cracked. I let it.

"Running didn't save me. It just delayed the moment when I had to face what I'd lost. And every day I ran, I lost a little more of myself. Until there was almost nothing left."

I looked at the gathered wolves—really looked, meeting eyes, seeing faces.

"Then I found this place. This pack. And for the first time since Ash Hollow, I stopped running. Not because it was safe—it wasn't. Not because it was easy—it never is. I stopped because I found something worth staying for."

Tears were burning in my eyes. I didn't try to hide them.

"This is my home now. These are my people. And I will not let him take another home from me."

The clearing had gone utterly silent.

"So you can run if you need to. But I'm staying. I'm staying because Willow Ridge gave me a reason to live again when I had forgotten there were any. I'm staying because every single one of you matters to me—the wolves I've fought beside and the ones I've barely spoken to. I'm staying because this place, this pack, is worth fighting for."

I let the words settle.

"Ironclaw wants us broken. Ronan wants us scattered. He wants to win by making us destroy ourselves. And if we run—if we give up—we prove him right. We prove that we were never a pack at all. Just wolves sharing territory until things got hard."

I raised my chin.

"I don't believe that. I refuse to believe it. We are Willow Ridge. We don't run. We don't surrender. We fight for each other, and we die for each other if we have to. That's what being pack means."

The silence stretched.

Then—movement. An older wolf stepping forward, his scars visible evidence of a lifetime of battles.

"I'm staying," he said simply.

Another stepped forward. Then another. The wolves who had been planning to run exchanged glances—uncertain, ashamed, reconsidering.

One by one, they moved forward. Not everyone—a handful melted back, slipping toward the edges of the crowd. But most stayed. Most moved toward the packhouse steps, toward me, toward the declaration that we were in this together.

Aiden appeared at my shoulder, his hand finding mine.

"They're staying," he murmured, wonder in his voice.

"They were always going to stay." I squeezed his hand. "They just needed someone to remind them why."

The gathering dispersed slowly, wolves returning to their posts with something different in their bearing. Not hope, exactly—hope would have been too fragile. But resolve. The determination of wolves who had chosen to stand their ground.

We would face whatever came next together.

Because that's what pack meant.