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Mara Sterling: My Deal with Desire

CHAPTER 29

Ch. 29 / 100 Nov 21, 2025

POV Mara

Night meetings taste like old coffee and bad decisions. The conference room is a rectangle of glass and resolve, the kind of place where plans pretend they’re bulletproof. It’s after eleven; the city outside hugs the windows in bruised neon. Pri is walking us through a cross-reference of shell vendors when the first alarm slices the air.

It’s not the sleepy Thursday test. It’s a scream.

Red strobes stutter across the ceiling. The overhead lights blink, hesitate, then steady in a hard white that makes everyone look guilty.

Rafe’s voice hits the intercom first. “All hands—evacuate. East wing, east wing—repeat, fire in the east wing.”

Chairs scrape. Paper flutters. The room becomes motion.

“Phones, IDs, nothing else,” I snap, herding Pri and two analysts toward the door. “Move.”

Pri’s eyes are wide, already watering from adrenaline. “Is this a drill?”

“Drills don’t smell like this,” I say, because something acrid has already found the hallway—hot metal and chemical bite, the unmistakable breath of something that wants to eat oxygen.

The corridor is a tide traveling in one direction, faces gray, mouths open. A junior dev stumbles; I grab his elbow, shove him forward. “Down the main stairs, not the service,” I call. “Hold the rail. Nobody runs.”

“Where’s Tess?” Pri chokes, covering her nose with the sleeve of her cardigan.

“In the research bullpen,” I say. “Go.”

“What about—”

“Go,” I repeat, pushing them into the moving stream. “I’ll find her.”

Heat rolls down the hall, a slow animal growing teeth. Smoke crawls along the ceiling, then drops, thickening to a curtain. Sprinklers stutter, then gush, turning the floor slick. I shove my hood over my mouth, knees already wet, heartbeat counting down.

“Tess!” I shout, fisting a hand into my shirt to filter the air. “Tess!”

Somewhere above the rush, a child’s crying threads the noise—high and thin. It’s not a child. It’s Tess. She does disaster in soprano.

“I’m here!” she coughs, voice from the bullpen. “Under the— I’m— Mara!”

I follow sound through the haze. The bullpen is a ghost of itself—monitors black, desk lamps haloed in steam where water hits hot. A light fixture has dropped at a tilt, hanging by guts. One of the hanging baffles has fallen, half-crushed across the aisle like a felled rib. Beneath it: a flash of red skirt, a hand clawing at carpet.

“Tess,” I say, dropping to my knees, the heat licking my face. “Hey. Hey, look at me.”

She turns her head; mascara has turned her eyes into storms. “I lost my shoe,” she croaks, tears streaking tracks in soot, “and then the ceiling—”

“We’re not applying for sympathy,” I cut, because panic obeys orders if you give it new ones. “We’re getting you out.”

I wedge my shoulder under the baffle. It’s heavier than it looks. Something in my back protests, loud. I push anyway. The metal shifts an inch, then another, then refuses. I grit my teeth and shove, hips braced against a desk that used to hold someone’s ambitions.

“Count of three,” I pant. “You pull, I lift. One—two—three.”

She pulls. I heave. The baffle rises, snarls of cable tightening, one screw crying out as it shears. Tess yelps, drags her leg free, and we both collapse backward as the panel slams to the floor with a sound that feels like an accusation.

“Can you stand?” I ask, grabbing her hands. She tries, winces, collapses again. Blood slicks her calf where a shard bit. “Okay,” I breathe. “Plan B.”

She tries for a joke; it’s a ghost. “That was A?”

I loop an arm under her armpits and hitch her up, dragging us crab-wise toward the hall. “You know I don’t letter plans. I wing them.”

“You’re… terrible,” she coughs, then gags as the smoke thickens into something that wants lungs more than we do.

“Stay awake,” I order. “Stay funny.”

In the corridor, heat hits like a wall. Sprinklers hiss; flames lick from an office doorway farther down, hungry and bright. Somewhere behind us a ceiling tile gives up with a wet crash. The alarm is a single continuous scream now, long enough that it becomes a kind of silence.

“Stairs,” I say. “Left.”

Tess’s fingers clamp my wrist. “Mara—”

“I’ve got you.”

We don’t run; running here is suicide. We move with the stubborn urgency of people who have paid for every breath with work. Halfway to the stairs, the building shudders—the kind of shiver you feel in molars. I glance back. The bullpen doorway is a mouth spitting fire.

“Keep moving,” I tell the air, the walls, myself.

We reach the stairwell door. It’s hot, but not glowing. I press the back of my hand to the handle, count one, two, open. The stairwell is a vertical river of people and water; voices bounce off concrete, a siren in our throats.

“Hold the rail,” I shout into Tess’s ear. “Left side.”

She nods, wheezing, clinging to my arm and the banister. We descend. Fifth floor. Fourth. The air is better here, then worse, then better. A man is holding a toddler who must belong to someone in HR—big eyes, bigger sobs. A woman I only ever see at the copy machine is praying under her breath in a language I don’t recognize; I want to borrow it and don’t know the words.

On three, the traffic jams. Someone below us falls; the line ripples with a flinch. Rafe’s voice rises, familiar and impossible to ignore: “Single file! Don’t stop! Keep moving!” He’s somewhere down there, a bulwark in black, turning chaos into lines.

We hit the second floor landing. Smoke curls in from the door glass, thick as a lie. “Other stairs,” someone yells. “Right side stairwell is clear!”

We pivot. Tess stumbles; I haul her up. “Two flights,” I say. “Then air.”

She nods, face gray, fingers digging into me like she is anchoring herself to the planet. “If I die,” she rasps, “tell my snake plant I loved her.”

“You’re telling her yourself,” I snap, refusing the script where I deliver any messages.

The last flight is a blur. The door at ground level bursts open and outside is night and wet and the open mouth of the street, the air like a slap. Sirens cut through the alarm’s shriek; lights paint the building in war colors. We spill onto the sidewalk, a wave of coughing, crying, swearing organisms. Fire crews surge past, their language a choreography I have never learned and suddenly worship.

“EMS!” a firefighter shouts, pointing at Tess. “We need a medic!”

“I’m fine,” Tess lies, grimacing as a paramedic evaluates her leg. “Just dramatic.”

“You bled on my jacket,” I say, and the banality saves me for a second.

“Add it to my tab,” she whispers, hand finding mine with a grip that still has jokes in it.

The east wing is a beast with many mouths; flames leap from windows I recognize, eating years in minutes. Sparks travel upward like confetti from a party thrown by arson. The rain hisses where it meets heat, useless and earnest.

“Mara!”

I turn.

Cyrus runs toward us, soot smeared across one cheek like war paint, tie gone, shirt unbuttoned at the throat. Terror sits on his face naked and unashamed. He doesn’t slow; he folds his body around mine with the kind of care that feels like a prayer, one arm around my shoulders, the other once on the back of my head like he’s telling the world to keep its hands off.

“I’m okay,” I say into the cotton at his collarbone, shaking, not okay.

“You’re not,” he answers. His voice is ragged. “You’re here.”

Rafe appears behind him, breathing hard, eyes cataloging damage. “Casualty count low so far,” he says. “Evac was fast. East wing stairwell compromised. We lost ceilings on six and five.”

“Anyone unaccounted?” Cyrus asks without letting go.

“Two janitorial staff still inside, last ping near the service elevator,” Rafe replies. “Fire’s inside the walls. It’s not behaving like an electrical.”

A firefighter jogs up; her helmet visor is speckled with ash. “We need floor plans for the east mechanical,” she says. “There’s a run of ductwork behaving like a chimney.”

“Rafe,” Cyrus orders. “Give them everything.”

Tess, who has now charmed the paramedic and stolen a blanket, tugs my sleeve. “Hey,” she whispers. “You saved me.”

“You would’ve done the same.”

“I would’ve screamed louder,” she concedes. “But yes.”

The street is an orchestra of emergency: the wail of sirens, the staccato of radio chatter, the dull roar of a building consuming itself. Employees huddle in clusters, faces lit by screens that cannot stop watching. Somewhere, Helena speaks into a phone in a tone that will make men who have not met her apologize to their grandmothers.

“They did this to send a message,” I say, realizing it as I say it. The pattern sharpens: the car bomb; the leak; now this. “This wasn’t random. They wanted it public. They wanted to watch it burn.”

Cyrus’s jaw hardens. “I know.”

“I heard the accelerant,” Rafe mutters. “You can hear it when it runs. Too hungry. Too fast.”

“What does that even mean?” Pri asks, hugging herself in my spare jacket, eyes wet. “How do you hear fire?”

“Like it’s excited,” Rafe says, not looking at her.

An investigator in a heavy coat ducks under the tape. He’s got a clipboard and the exhausted cheer of a man who has been doing this since before anyone here learned how to spell IPO. He confers with the fire captain, then heads our way, scanning faces for the person who can answer questions the building won’t.

“Mr. Blackwell?” he asks. “I’m Morales, city fire investigations. We’ll need access logs, chemical inventories, maintenance schedules.” His eyes slide to me, then back to Cyrus. “Preliminary observations already show something off.”

Cyrus’s arm tightens, once. “What.”

Morales flips his page, taps a line, exhales so it doesn’t sound like drama when it is. “Your east wing—there’s accelerant everywhere it shouldn’t be.”

“Gasoline?” Rafe asks.

Morales shakes his head. “No. This stuff was engineered to love air. It’s not retail.”

“What are you saying?” I ask, voice too steady for my bones.

He meets my eyes the way men do when they don’t want to, then decide respect is cheaper than pity. “We found accelerant laced with signature compounds your lab lists as proprietary reagents.” He closes the folder. “Harrington Chemical.”