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His Secret Babymama

Chapter 57

Ch. 57 / 60 May 05, 2026

[Caspian’s POV]

The hallway outside the boardroom smells like expensive carpet cleaner and the remnants of my father's empire.

Board members filter past in awkward clusters, avoiding eye contact. Harold Hanks mutters congratulations that sound like condolences. Margaret Wells touches my arm briefly, says nothing, disappears toward the elevators. No one knows what to say to the man who just watched his own brother dismantle their father with forensic precision.

I should leave. Serena's waiting, Aria's asking for me, the article is spreading across every financial news site. Edward Rothwell's legacy is collapsing in real time. Victory achieved.

So why do I feel like I'm standing at a funeral?

The boardroom door opens behind me. I don't need to turn around to know who it is. Thirty-two years of conditioning have made me hyperaware of my father's presence—the weight of his footsteps, the silence he creates simply by existing.

"Caspian." His voice is ice and granite. "A word."

I turn. Edward looks exactly like a man watching his world burn: immaculate suit, perfect posture, eyes that could cut glass. But there's a tremor in his jaw now, a slight disarray in his usually military-precise hair. Small cracks.

"I'm not sure we have anything left to discuss, Father."

"You destroyed everything." He steps closer, voice dropping to that deadly quiet I remember from childhood. "Everything I built. Everything I gave you. Decades of work, reputation, legacy—reduced to ash because you couldn't control your appetites."

I laugh. The sound surprises both of us—hollow, humorless. "That's genuinely impressive. Your company is being investigated for fraud, your scheme to manipulate my life has been exposed, and somehow this is about my appetites."

"You chose that woman over your family—"

"I chose my daughter." The words come out hard. "And yes, I chose her mother too. But let's be precise about what actually happened. You didn't lose everything because of Serena Vale. You lost everything because you systematically destroyed lives and got caught. Meridian Technologies. Richard Okonkwo. How many others?"

Edward's expression flickers—surprise that I know. Surprise that I care. "Business decisions. Difficult but necessary. You've never understood what it takes to build something that lasts."

"I understand what it costs. The man you drove to suicide had a name, Father. A wife. A life." My voice catches. "Is that what lasting legacy looks like? Widows collecting evidence of your cruelty?"

"I didn't drive anyone to anything. Richard Okonkwo made his own choices."

"After you destroyed every other option." I step closer, and for the first time in my life, I see my father take a half-step back. "You didn't just destroy it yourself, Father. You've been destroying things for decades. I just stopped helping you hide the wreckage."

Something shifts in his face—almost confusion. "I gave you everything. You and Sebastian. The best education, the best opportunities, access to a world most people can't imagine. And this is how you repay me?"

"You gave us conditions." The words have been building for thirty-two years. "Not love—conditions. Perform well enough, achieve enough, suppress enough, and maybe you'd look at us like we mattered. Do you know what that's like? Spending your entire childhood wondering if your father would approve of you today, or if today was the day you finally disappointed him enough to be discarded?"

"That's ridiculous. I never—"

"Sebastian stuttered until he was fourteen. Did you know that? He worked with a speech therapist twice a week because he was so terrified of saying the wrong thing in front of you that his words stopped working. I watched him cry over syllables because any imperfection was unacceptable."

Edward's jaw tightens. He says nothing.

"I spent my whole life chasing approval that was never coming." The admission doesn't hurt the way I expected. It just feels true. "I dated women you selected, pursued careers you approved, performed the exact version of Caspian Rothwell you designed—and it was never enough. Another test. Another condition. Another failure."

"Love isn't given freely. It's earned through—"

"No." The word feels like a door closing. "That's not love. That's transaction. And I'm done trading for scraps of your attention. I'm done, Father. Done performing for you. Done pretending your approval matters more than my family. Done."

Silence. Edward stares at me like he's trying to locate the son he thought he knew—the one who would have apologized by now.

That son doesn't exist anymore.

"You'll regret this." His voice has lost its commanding edge. "When the money runs out, when she leaves you for someone more convenient, when that child realizes what you've thrown away—you'll understand what I tried to give you."

"Maybe." I don't argue because arguing is what he expects. "But I'll regret it on my own terms. With my own choices. And that's something you never gave me."

Edward holds my gaze. I watch something drain from his expression—not defeat exactly, but recognition. Understanding that this chess game is over.

He turns without another word and walks away. His footsteps echo against marble, and with each one, he seems smaller. Diminished. Not the towering figure who controlled my childhood, but just a man in an expensive suit, alone with consequences.

I watch until he disappears into the elevator. The doors close.

It doesn't feel like victory.

It feels like grief—raw, unexpected, complicated. Grief for the father I wished I'd had. Grief for the relationship that was never possible. Grief for thirty-two years of hoping that maybe, if I just performed better, he might look at me the way fathers are supposed to look at their sons.

That hope is gone now.

I lean against the wall and let myself feel it. The tears come unexpectedly—not many, just enough to blur the hallway lights. I wipe them away without shame.

Then I text Serena: Coming home now. It's over.

Her response is immediate: Aria made Gerald perform a welcome-home spell. It involves glitter. I take no responsibility.

I laugh—wet, genuine. The ache doesn't disappear, but it becomes bearable.

Serena meets me at the door. She takes one look at my face and doesn't ask what happened. Just opens her arms and holds me while Aria chatters about Gerald's magical preparations.

"It doesn't feel like winning," I manage against her hair.

"It's not supposed to." Her hands are steady on my back. "It's just supposed to feel like the end."

Aria appears at my knee. "Daddy, you look sad. Gerald says sad people need cookies."

"Gerald sounds very wise."

"He is. He's a wizard."

Serena pulls back to meet my eyes. "He cornered you, didn't he? After the meeting."

"Final round." I brush hair from her face. "I told him the truth. All of it. Every piece I've been holding back for thirty-two years."

"And?"

"He walked away. Diminished. Still utterly convinced he's the victim." I pull Aria into my arms, and she immediately begins applying glitter to my suit jacket. "It didn't fix anything. Didn't heal anything. But it's done."

"Then it's done." Serena's hand finds mine. "Come sit down. Aria's been working on her welcome-home production for an hour. There are costume changes."

They lead me to the couch. Aria performs an elaborate ceremony involving Gerald the wizard stick and enough glitter to qualify as a biohazard. Serena sits beside me, her warmth anchoring me to this moment.

The grief doesn't disappear. Some losses take time, and losing the father you wished you'd had is different from losing the one you actually have.

But here, surrounded by glitter and wizard sticks and the two people who matter most—I let myself feel it. The loss. The relief. The bittersweet freedom of finally letting go.

It hurts. Real things always do.

But real things are also worth the pain.