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Hate That I Want You

Chapter 15

Ch. 15 / 30 Apr 20, 2026

“You’re my tutor?” The girl’s voice barely registers above a whisper. She stands in the doorway like she might bolt at any moment—pale, trembling, drowning in an Academy uniform that hangs off her tiny frame.

“Apparently.” I gesture to the chair across from me in the library’s most secluded alcove. “Isadora Renelith, correct?”

She nods, sliding into the seat with obvious reluctance. Her hands shake as she opens her notes, papers scattered like fallen leaves.

“What’s your biggest challenge?” I ask, studying her face.

“Everything.” She won’t meet my eyes. “But mostly… speaking. In front of people.”

“Why?”

“They laugh.” The words come out flat, defeated. “They always laugh.”

Something cold settles in my stomach. “Who laughs?”

“Everyone.” She finally looks up, and I see myself reflected in her terror—that raw, desperate fear of being consumed alive by watching eyes. “The professors pretend they don’t hear it, but they do. They all do.”

“Stand up,” I command suddenly.

“What?”

“Stand. Up.” I rise from my chair, towering over her slight figure. “If you’re going to survive this place, you need to learn how to take up space.”

“I don’t want to take up space. I want to disappear.”

“Too bad. Disappearing is what they want. Stand up and tell me your name like you mean it.”

She wobbles to her feet, her voice barely audible: “Isadora…”

“Louder.”

“Isadora Renelith.”

“Like you’re proud of it.”

“I am Isadora Renelith!” The words explode from her with unexpected force, startling us both.

“Better.” I sit back down, noting the flush of color in her cheeks. “Again.”

By our third session, she’s stopped trembling when she speaks. By the fifth, she’s making eye contact. By the seventh, she’s correcting my pronunciation of ancient dialects with razor-sharp precision.

“You’re not what I expected,” she says one afternoon, closing her textbook with a decisive snap.

“What did you expect?”

“A broken girl who’d given up.” She tilts her head, studying me with new boldness. “But you’re not broken. You’re angry.”

“And you’re not helpless. You’re calculating.”

She grins—the first genuine smile I’ve seen from her. “My mother says daughters of duchesses don’t get nervous. They strategize.”

“Your mother sounds terrifying.”

“She is. House Renelith doesn’t dress half the royal court by accident.” Isadora leans forward conspiratorially. “Want to know a secret?”

“Always.”

“She’s been watching your… situation. Says you have potential.”

“Potential for what?”

“For making them all very, very sorry they underestimated you.”

The words hit me like lightning. “Your mother said that?”

“Among other things.” Isadora reaches into her bag, pulling out an elegant velvet box. “She also said you might need this.”

I open it slowly, my breath catching. Inside lies a necklace of silver and moonstone, crafted to look like delicate armor blooming across the collarbone.

“I can’t accept this.”

“It’s not charity,” she says firmly. “You taught me how to stand up and fight back. Now let me teach you how to dress for battle.”

The transformation begins that very evening. Isadora produces gowns that shouldn’t exist in my size, jewelry that costs more than my family’s annual income, cosmetics that could paint masterpieces.

“Your mother did all this?”

“My mother conquers kingdoms through silk and strategy,” Isadora replies, fastening the moonstone necklace around my throat. “She sees you as a worthy investment.”

“Investment in what?”

“Change.” She steps back, admiring her handiwork. “The Academy has been the same for centuries—beautiful, cruel, exclusive. You represent something new. Something dangerous.”

I stare at my reflection in the mirror, hardly recognizing the girl looking back. The ice-blue gown transforms my curves from shameful secrets into weapons of war. The necklace draws attention to the strength of my shoulders, the defiance in my eyes.

“I look…”

“Formidable,” Isadora finishes. “Like someone who could burn this place down and rebuild it better.”

“Is that what your mother wants?”

“It’s what I want.” Her voice carries new steel, the trembling girl replaced by something sharper. “They made me small, Helena. Made me quiet and grateful and invisible. But you showed me how to take up space.”

She moves to the window, gazing out at the Academy’s glittering spires. “Tomorrow night, at the royal ball, when you walk into that ballroom, you won’t be their victim anymore. You’ll be their reckoning.”

“And you?”

“I’ll be right behind you, taking notes on how to be magnificent.”

The girl who once whispered apologies now stands like a general planning conquest. I realize with sudden clarity that I haven’t just been tutoring her—I’ve been creating an ally.

“They have no idea what’s coming,” I say, smoothing the silk of my gown.

“Good,” Isadora replies, her smile sharp as a blade. “Revolution works best as a surprise.”

Tomorrow, the Academy will see a new Helena Ashbourne.

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