Chapter Twenty-Four
With dinner over and Jerry, Kyle, and Jason gone for the night, Ella walked around her bedroom naked debating whether to step out of her comfort zone and tryout the sex toy she’d kept hidden in her makeup drawer. She finger combed her damp hair and braided it. Derek wasn’t due back from the hospital for hours, and he would probably sleep on the couch. In all the years she’d known him, he only ventured into her bedroom once when he helped hang the nude photos of her pregnant with the twins. That was a disaster. Greg’s face had turned purple. He took the photos down and burned them. As comfortable as he was with her nudity, he did not like it displayed in picture form, not even for just him.
In an attempt at procrastination, she closed the white window shutters in the bedroom. Her bedroom faced the backyard and no one but the squirrels and chipmunks would see her, but Cade complained it wasn’t safe. He requested she close her shutters every night. She did to please him.
She sashayed into the bathroom and took a deep breath in. If I don’t like it, I’ll tell Garrett my butt is off-limits. She giggled. I’d never be able to tell him that. Derek, I could tell. He’s easy to talk to, but Garrett? She’d blush and stumble all over her words. I’d make a fool of myself.
She opened the middle drawer under the vanity. Heat blossomed in her cheeks. Butterflies fluttered in her belly. I can’t believe I’m doing this. She picked up the pink plastic box filled with instructions and supplies and laid it on the golden granite countertop. Her pulse raced as she lifted the top off.
“Holy shit.” She picked up the pink butt plug wrapped in plastic marked “Sterilized for Ella” in pink marker. She’d heard they were really small, and the one she held was, but it expanded out like a waffle ice cream cone. She gazed at it and then turned around. She bent over and looked at her ass in the mirror. “Garrett is certifiably crazy.” She shook her head and held in a chuckle. “I’m nuts for trying this.” She pivoted around and placed the toy down.
Taking her time, she used up a few tubes of lube before she decided her bottom could handle the experiment.
She lubricated the plug and walked to her bed. She’d gone over his instructions a dozen times. She’d used one of the individual tubes of gel and filled her dark passage with lubrication after her shower. She held the end of the plug and climbed onto her bed. She turned over, rested her forehead on her white pillow, and tucked her knees under her chest.
She exhaled and pushed the plug past the circle of muscle and into the passage. Her pussy quivered and moistened. Her ass burned as it stretched, but the muscles relaxed as she worked through a breathing cycle. She arched her back and lifted her ass as she exhaled. She pushed more of the rod in. The slight burn heated her passage, her belly, and her pussy.
She closed her eyes and imagined the plug as Garrett’s cock as she slid the widest part past the entrance. “Garrett,” she whispered. Derek would drop his camera and stand at the edge of the bed. Garrett would flip her over.
She rolled onto her back and leveraged the handle of the plug against the mattress. She sat on her knees, arched her back, pressed her hands flat behind her, and pushed more of the plug inside her.
“Fuck me,” she whispered.
She gained her balance and slid her right hand between her legs. She rubbed her clit, lifted her hips and gently dropped her hips and pushed the rest of the plug inside her passage. Garrett, I love you. Fuck my ass. Derek, lick my pussy.
“Yes.” Her clit throbbed. “Derek, lick me.” She circled her clit, dipped her fingers into her pussy. “Derek, fuck me.”
The mattress dipped. A large hand cupped her throat, forcing her head back farther. She opened her eyes and met Derek’s gaze. She gasped. “Derek.”
He brushed her hand away from her pussy. “This is my pussy to play with, not yours.”
Her heartbeat drummed out of control. “Uh.”
“Proper response is ‘Yes, sir.’ Do you understand?”
“Yes, sir,” she said.
“Hands and knees.” He let go of her neck.
She dropped forward into position. You’re in charge.
“What are you supposed to say?” Derek asked.
“Yes, sir,” she said.
“Mmm.”
Fabric rustled. The mattress dipped and rose. His hands caressed her ass cheeks and pulled them apart. Thick fingers traced along the edge of the plug around the entrance. “My cum is going to be dripping from here very soon.”
She moaned. I want that. I want to you to fuck me like you love me.
His fingers traced down the center to her pussy. “You have the most beautiful pussy I’ve ever seen. I’ve masturbated over the pictures I took of your pink pussy. But Garrett’s cum clung to your folds, and his cum slipped from your pussy lips and onto your thighs in those photos. Tonight, my cum will be inside and on you.”
“Yes, sir,” she whispered. Her legs trembled.
“When you choose us, I’ll be your husband as much as Garrett. You will be mine. I’ve loved you for years. I’ve always wanted a life with you and Garrett.”
She bit her bottom lip to keep the tears at bay. “You have? I didn’t think…”
His cock pushed into her pussy.
She gasped. Her ass contracted around the plug with a new desire. The fantasy of both cocks inside her was going to be reality.
He placed his hand on the middle of her spine and pushed down.
She lowered her arms and straightened them above her head.
He slapped her right cheek.
She sucked in a breath. The shock of the light swat dissipated, leaving a pleasant residual warmth.
“I love you,” he said. “I’ve held back for Garrett, but he’s ready to share you. He’s ready for me to show you the kind of husband you’re getting with me. After watching you push that plug into your ass and finger fuck yourself, I’m ready to get rid of this hard-on I’ve been sporting because of you since yesterday morning.”
Thwack. Heat flooded her ass. Her passage squeezed tight, sending a new sensual sensation of desire into her girl parts.
“Yes, sir. Again.” She arched her back and stuck her ass higher in the air for another swat.
“I’m in control, Ella. Me. Not you.” Thwack. His hand gripped her burning bottom cheeks and jiggled.
“Yes, sir.” Her pussy contracted as desire ran like wildfire through her veins. Control me like Cade does. Juices moistened her inner thighs.
He glided his hand over her ass and dipped his fingers into her pussy. “A bright-pink ass to match a glistening, pink pussy.”
She moaned low and deep. Again. Do it again.
As if he’d heard her thoughts, his hand lifted and landed in three swift swats on each butt cheek.
Her legs shook as her center rippled with delight.
His cock pushed into her wet pussy. “You don’t come until I tell you.”
“Yes, sir.” Her core buzzed with energy. The plug added extra fullness to her pussy.
He thrust and retreated with long, slow strokes. Mini contractions surged in waves with each thrust and command.
“I’m going to come.” Her legs trembled. Her stomach tightened.
“Do not come until I tell you.” He rocked back and delved into her. He leaned over her. His hand landed beside her head. His other hand slid between her legs. His fingers circled her swollen clit. His pelvis tapped at the handle of her plug with each powerful thrust.
She panted to keep from coming as all her nerve endings drove her toward bliss. So much like Cade. So much power and confidence. So much control.
She contracted her abs, squeezed her pussy around his cock, and held her breath.
“That’s it,” he said. His fingers pushed in around the edge of her clit, pinched and held it.
She held still as her clit stung with pain.
He thrust faster and deeper as he held her clit as tightly as a clamp.
In and out. In and out.
She squeezed her pussy tighter and tighter. She burned for completion. Her clit stopped aching. Perspiration dotted her flesh.
He pulled out and lifted his hips.
“Look at my cock.”
“Yes, sir.” She turned her head and looked back at him. Juices covered his hard cock. Beads of cum dripped from the head. She licked her lips. I’m going to suck your cock. I’m going to drink your cum. Oh. Shit. I’m going to come. She inhaled. The scent of sex seeped into her nostrils.
He lowered his cock to her pussy as she strained to watch. He pumped his hips and powered his cock into her. “Come, Ella.”
With the order, she released her coiled muscles. She let go of the last morsel of control and surrendered to his wish. “Yes,” she cried out in a sultry tone different than with anyone else.
Her pussy clenched and released around his beautiful cock. Cum spurted within her.
He groaned and shuddered. He flopped to his side and pulled her along with him. “Your pussy is milking me dry.”
“Mmm,” she whispered. “Yes, sir.” Her pussy walls continued to contract in delicious waves.
He rocked his hips. His cock glided a little out and then all the way in. He kept fucking her slowly, gently, and lovingly. “I love you. I wish we could have children.”
“Me too,” she whispered. “I always wanted a big family. But it’s not in the cards.”
“The platonic thing is not going to work with us,” he said. “We have too much chemistry to stop from fucking every chance we get. I talked to Garrett and Cade and we’re all comfortable with you fucking the three of us. We keep it monogamous in our group and never stray. No condoms. No STD’s. No worries. Are you comfortable with sleeping with each of us? Sometimes all of us in the same day?”
With Derek, her voice worked. They’d always been honest with each other. He delivered all three of her children. He’d taken care of her as her doctor, counseled her when she needed it, and encouraged her over the years. He never judged her. “I feel like I shouldn’t be okay with it, but I am. I love you and Garrett. I have for years. I need Cade too. I don’t know what is going to happen or which lifestyle will be the best for me. So much is up in the air. But this feels right.”
After the house is sold and the wedding is over, I can sit down and decide what to do about Cade and the dirty duo.
His hand slid to her breast and traced the outside of her nipple. “We have time to figure it all out. But now we can have sleepovers without anyone getting angry.”
“So you were angry Cade slept over the other night?”
“Very.” He pinched her nipple.
Her pussy contracted.
“Mmm,” he mumbled. “You’re so sensitive.”
“You’re not angry anymore?”
“How could I be? You introduced me to Jerry Wynn. Was bringing a T-shirt to sign over the top?” He rolled onto his back. His hard cock slid from her pussy. “Climb on top of me and put my cock in your pussy.”
“He got a kick out of you bringing a shirt. It wasn’t over the top.” She turned around and crawled on top of him. “Want to see your cum between my legs?”
His cock jerked. “Stand up and show me.”
She straddled his body, pulled her pussy lips apart, and watched his gaze drift between her legs. “This is your pussy tonight.”
“My pussy all the time,” he whispered. “My cock wants a taste of your cream, kitten.”
She lowered to her knees and inched down onto his cock. She moaned as his cock moved the plug inside her.
He cupped the back of her head and pulled her to his chest. “Squeeze me. I want to hear your pussy slurp my cock.”
She clenched her pussy hard.
“Sit up and fuck me,” he ordered.
She pushed against his chest and sat up.
He grabbed her hips. “Fuck me, kitten. Fuck me hard. Make me come.”
She humped his cock. Her breasts bounced up and down. Up and down. Faster and faster. She leaned forward and ground her clit against him. She pushed back and he thrust up.
He gripped her hips.
“I’m coming.” Her soul shattered into a billion pieces as he put a claim on her heart next to Garrett and Cade. She collapsed on him.
“That’s it, kitten.” His fingers dug into her. “You’re sucking my cum.”
“Are you and Garrett really okay with me taking my time?” I can’t make a decision. I love all three of you.
“Yes.” He kissed the side of her forehead. “This is new for you. We may want to move immediately to marriage and forever, but you need time to get Cade out of your system. There is only one of him. Really, it’s not a fair competition. One man can’t compete against two, unless you’re Jerry Wynn. I’m glad he’s not interested in you. I don’t know what I’d do.”
She laughed. “Jerry is a friend—only a friend.”
He rolled over and took her with him until he was on top of her. “May I stay the night?”
“I’d like you to stay. The boys are sleeping over with friends. I don’t have to be at work until ten.”
He waggled his brows. “Don’t move. Keep your sexy legs right where they are, and your pussy where I can see it. I’ll clean you up and show you how to care for your new butt toy.”
She closed her eyes, avoiding the dark place she ran to the last time he attempted to pamper her. No tears. No sadness. Love filled her heart. Love and peace. Cade gave her the freedom to love again. Cade gifted her the peace to move on. Derek gave her the ability to accept her wilder side. Garrett healed the wounded heart from Greg’s death.
Josie had been right. Greg would want her to love again, to have love, to be loved. Whether she made a commitment to one man or two was up to her.